To serve as record. Proof to my adolescent self. Sneaking to the television at 2am to watch Punk-O-Rama, full of anxiety modulating the volume every couple minutes to not be discovered. this was not in vain. These were "good ideas with bad odds."
I guess it just comes down to Refused being the one thing that once upon a time tipped the ever teetering youth driven boat and that deserved our vocal cords and sweet dance moves. Whole-hearted.